i want to get lost in you again and again
that infinite
i want your eyes to fall on me like before
that stare
the constellations that lay behind your eyes
that want
the way you bite your lip
how you wrap around me and i forget it all
my breaks, my scars, my heart impartial
that nausea
the only thing that binds me to world
that pain
keeping me from thinking about thoughts about thoughts
that touch
without it i have nothing
i am nothing
“oh what is this emptiness?”
make me forget again